‘I cried until I had no more tears’: Thailand mourns shooting that killed 24 kids, 12 others

At least 24 of the 36 people killed in the assault on Thursday in the small town of Uthai Sawan were children.
On Friday morning, royal and government representatives in white, military-style coats stood in lines to lay wreaths at ceremonial tables in front of the Young Children’s Development Centre’s main door.
They were followed weeping family members, who gathered their hands in prayer before laying white flowers on the wooden floor.
“I cried until I had no more tears coming out of my eyes. They are running through my heart,” said Seksan Sriraj, 28, whose pregnant wife was a teacher at the centre and was due to give birth this month.

VIDEO: Emergency services workers carry coffins of victims to the morgue of a hospital after a former Thai police officer armed with a gun and a knife killed at least 37 people in northeast Thailand, most of them children at a nursery pic.twitter.com/B9v6CY7lB9
— AFP News Agency (@AFP) October 7, 2022
“My wife and my child have gone to a peaceful place. I am alive and will have to live. If I can’t go on, my wife and my child will be worried about me, and they won’t be reborn in the next life. That’s about it.”
Many relatives were gathered in front of the child care centre to start the process of claiming compensation and psychologs were also sent to the site to help them. Seven of the 10 people who were wounded were still hospitalised on Friday.
Thailand’s King Maha Vajiralongkorn and Queen Suthida were expected later on Friday to visit two hospitals treating the wounded, and Prime Minster Prayuth Chan-ocha was expected to visit the daycare centre and the hospitals.
When asked whether he thought the child care centre was secure enough, Seksan noted the attacker had been a police officer.
“He came to do what he had in his mind and was determined to do it. I think everyone did the best they could.” Police speculated the gunman targeted the centre because it was near his home. They identified him as Panya Kamrap, 34, a former police sergeant fired earlier this year because of a drug charge involving methamphetamine. He had been due to appear in court on Friday.

VIDEO: Emergency services workers carry coffins of victims to the morgue of a hospital after a former Thai police officer armed with a gun and a knife killed at least 37 people in northeast Thailand, most of them children at a nursery pic.twitter.com/B9v6CY7lB9
— AFP News Agency (@AFP) October 7, 2022
Witnesses said the attacker got out of a car and shot a man eating lunch before pausing to reload.
Staff at the child care centre locked the door, but the gunman shot his way through it. The children, mainly two and three-year-olds, had been taking an afternoon nap, and photos taken first responders showed their tiny bodies still lying on blankets.
Panya took his own life after killing his wife and child at home.
Nopparat Langkapin, a local official in Uthai Sawan, said the victims were “all children of our community”.
“Relatives, families and close friends are deeply saddened this incident. And we all felt this across the community very quickly. Most of us are feeling depressed and sad because they are our children,” he said.
The attack took place in Nongbua Lamphu province, one of the country’s poorest regions.
A video taken a first responder arriving at the scene showed rescuers rushing into the single-story building past a shattered glass front door, with drops of blood visible on the ground in the entryway. Photos showed slashes to the victims’ faces and gunshots to their heads.
In footage posted online after the attack, frantic family members wept outside the building. The floor was smeared with blood, and pictures of the alphabet and other colourful decorations adorned the walls.
Mass shootings are rare but not unheard of in Thailand, which has one of the highest civilian gun ownership rates in Asia, with 15.1 weapons per 100 population compared to only 0.3 in Singapore and 0.25 in Japan.
That’s still far lower than the US rate of 120.5 per 100 people, according to a 2017 survey Australia’s GunPolicy.org nonprofit organisation.
The US and Australia expressed sympathy and solidarity. “All Australians send their love and condolences,” Australian Prime Miner Anthony Albanese tweeted.
“This violence is both senseless and heartbreaking,” US Secretary of State Antony Blinken said in a statement.
Thailand’s previous worst mass shooting involved a disgruntled soldier who opened fire in and around a mall in the northeastern city of Nakhon Ratchasima in 2020, killing 29 people and holding off security forces for some 16 hours before eventually being killed them.
Nearly 60 others were wounded in that attack. Its death toll surpassed that of the previously worst attack on civilians, a 2015 bombing at a shrine in Bangkok that killed 20 people.
It was allegedly carried out human traffickers in retaliation for a crackdown on their network.
Last month, a clerk shot co-workers at Thailand’s Army War College in Bangkok, killing two and wounding another before he was arrested.